{"messages":[{"id":1743,"first_name":"Illi","last_name_initial":"M","their_first_name":"Ollie","their_last_initial":"D","recipient_type":"Ex","location":"Texas","date_sent":"January 2026","background_color":"#673b82","hearts":0,"word_count":79,"created_at":"2026-07-30T06:09:57.903479+00:00","message_body":"Ollie. I'm so sorry. A lot has changed since we broke up, I've been exploring my gender, I'm going by Ozzie now I'm really into emo music, me and Rin (Otto now) aren't super awesome friends, and sometimes I miss you. We both fucked up in our relationship and I wish I could tell you. I should've told you about my issues and I should've communicated. Neither of us were doing great mentally and I was dragging you down.","emotions":[{"color":"#9e9e9e","score":10,"emotion":"Regret","category":"temporal","metadata":{"matches":2,"rawScore":10.127106466687739,"analysisDepth":"surface"},"intensity":1,"confidence":0.99,"matchedKeywords":["wish I"]},{"color":"#ffc107","score":4.2,"emotion":"Guilt","category":"complex","metadata":{"matches":2,"rawScore":8.002182669455859,"analysisDepth":"surface"},"intensity":1,"confidence":0.92,"matchedKeywords":["sorry"]},{"color":"#e1bee7","score":0.1,"emotion":"Longing","category":"desire","metadata":{"matches":2,"rawScore":6.463553233343869,"analysisDepth":"surface"},"intensity":0.93,"confidence":0.87,"matchedKeywords":["miss"]}],"timeAgo":"3h","previewMessage":"Ollie. I'm so sorry. A lot has changed since we broke up, I've been exploring my gender, I'm going by Ozzie now I'm really into emo music, me and Rin (Otto now) aren't super awesome friends, and sometimes I miss you. We both fucked up in our relationship and I wish I could tell you. I should've told you about my issues and I should've communicated. Neither of us were doing great mentally and I was dragging you down."},{"id":1742,"first_name":null,"last_name_initial":null,"their_first_name":"Ethan","their_last_initial":"B","recipient_type":"Crush","location":"New tecumseth","date_sent":null,"background_color":"#87ceeb","hearts":0,"word_count":15,"created_at":"2026-07-30T05:13:17.703063+00:00","message_body":"I want you. I wish I could be yours Ethan. \nIll wait for you ♡","emotions":[{"color":"#9e9e9e","score":10,"emotion":"Regret","category":"temporal","metadata":{"matches":2,"rawScore":4.563553233343869,"analysisDepth":"surface"},"intensity":0.55,"confidence":0.9,"matchedKeywords":["wish I"]},{"color":"#ffc107","score":3.98,"emotion":"Guilt","category":"complex","metadata":{"matches":1,"rawScore":2.6,"analysisDepth":"surface"},"intensity":0.3,"confidence":0.55,"matchedKeywords":[]},{"color":"#ffeb3b","score":0.61,"emotion":"Confusion","category":"contextual","metadata":{"matches":1,"rawScore":1.5,"analysisDepth":"advanced"},"intensity":0.5,"confidence":0.9,"matchedKeywords":["contextual_pattern"]},{"color":"#00bcd4","score":0.1,"emotion":"Anxiety","category":"contextual","metadata":{"matches":1,"rawScore":1.3,"analysisDepth":"advanced"},"intensity":0.5,"confidence":0.9,"matchedKeywords":["contextual_pattern"]}],"timeAgo":"4h","previewMessage":"I want you. I wish I could be yours Ethan. \nIll wait for you ♡"},{"id":1741,"first_name":"Ray","last_name_initial":"E","their_first_name":"Ahmad","their_last_initial":"A","recipient_type":"Ex","location":"Los Angeles/Anaheim","date_sent":"2024","background_color":"#43007a","hearts":0,"word_count":34,"created_at":"2026-07-29T19:19:39.540829+00:00","message_body":"I wish you could see how much ive improved. If I could rewrite everything I would, but you have your life, I have mine. Just dont 4get me ok? Basketball still is fun ykk","emotions":[],"timeAgo":"14h","previewMessage":"I wish you could see how much ive improved. If I could rewrite everything I would, but you have your life, I have mine. Just dont 4get me ok? Basketball still is fun ykk"},{"id":1740,"first_name":"Hazel","last_name_initial":null,"their_first_name":"Rachelrxm","their_last_initial":"O","recipient_type":"Other","location":null,"date_sent":null,"background_color":"#87ceeb","hearts":0,"word_count":51,"created_at":"2026-07-29T17:29:32.73489+00:00","message_body":"@notmeperson on discord is the only person I want. Usually when she knows she gets attention because of my pleas, she has a reason to come back. I miss her and it's the best self-sabotage I know,, she's brilliant. I'd never create a life outside what she inspired ☆ – Hazel","emotions":[{"color":"#ffeb3b","score":6.03,"emotion":"Confusion","category":"contextual","metadata":{"matches":1,"rawScore":1.2,"analysisDepth":"advanced"},"intensity":0.5,"confidence":0.95,"matchedKeywords":["contextual_pattern"]},{"color":"#e1bee7","score":10,"emotion":"Longing","category":"desire","metadata":{"matches":1,"rawScore":1.3317766166719345,"analysisDepth":"surface"},"intensity":0.21,"confidence":0.51,"matchedKeywords":["miss"]},{"color":"#424242","score":0.1,"emotion":"Despair","category":"contextual","metadata":{"matches":1,"rawScore":1,"analysisDepth":"advanced"},"intensity":0.5,"confidence":0.95,"matchedKeywords":["contextual_pattern"]}],"timeAgo":"15h","previewMessage":"@notmeperson on discord is the only person I want. Usually when she knows she gets attention because of my pleas, she has a reason to come back. I miss her and it's the best self-sabotage I know,, she's brilliant. I'd never create a life outside what she inspired ☆ – Hazel"},{"id":1739,"first_name":"ac","last_name_initial":null,"their_first_name":"Ava","their_last_initial":"D","recipient_type":"Other","location":"a nice library i hope","date_sent":"class of 24","background_color":"#87ceeb","hearts":0,"word_count":32,"created_at":"2026-07-29T13:41:35.56379+00:00","message_body":"I really wished we didnt stop being friends right before graduation. i really needed you then. i think thats why its been so hard for me to move on from our friendship","emotions":[{"color":"#81c784","score":4.02,"emotion":"Closure","category":"resolution","metadata":{"matches":1,"rawScore":4.022588722239781,"analysisDepth":"surface"},"intensity":0.58,"confidence":0.53,"matchedKeywords":["move on"]}],"timeAgo":"19h","previewMessage":"I really wished we didnt stop being friends right before graduation. i really needed you then. i think thats why its been so hard for me to move on from our friendship"},{"id":1738,"first_name":null,"last_name_initial":null,"their_first_name":"Alex","their_last_initial":"A","recipient_type":"Ex","location":"Atlanta","date_sent":"2024","background_color":"#87ceeb","hearts":2,"word_count":93,"created_at":"2026-07-29T05:11:05.609746+00:00","message_body":"I wish you were man enough to tell me how you felt before I had to beg for the answer out of you. You were a coward. Every day I think about it. It will never not have an emotional toll on me. All I wish is that you just communicated with me. Sat me down and talked to me. We had such a good relationship (or so I thought) and you let my personal insecurities get in the way of that instead of just talking to me. You’ll always be a coward.","emotions":[{"color":"#ffeb3b","score":10,"emotion":"Confusion","category":"contextual","metadata":{"matches":1,"rawScore":3.5999999999999996,"analysisDepth":"advanced"},"intensity":0.75,"confidence":0.95,"matchedKeywords":["contextual_pattern"]},{"color":"#424242","score":0.1,"emotion":"Despair","category":"contextual","metadata":{"matches":1,"rawScore":3,"analysisDepth":"advanced"},"intensity":0.75,"confidence":0.95,"matchedKeywords":["contextual_pattern"]}],"timeAgo":"1d","previewMessage":"I wish you were man enough to tell me how you felt before I had to beg for the answer out of you. You were a coward. Every day I think about it. It will never not have an emotional toll on me. All I wish is that you just communicated with me. Sat me down and talked to me. We had such a good relationship (or so I thought) and you let my personal insecurities get in the way of that instead of just talking to me. You’ll always be a coward."},{"id":1737,"first_name":"elin","last_name_initial":"K","their_first_name":"lamar","their_last_initial":"G","recipient_type":"Ex","location":"indiana","date_sent":"last year","background_color":"#ff0000","hearts":0,"word_count":35,"created_at":"2026-07-28T22:20:15.127234+00:00","message_body":"hey lamar i miss you a lot. maybe i was in the wrong, maybe you were in the wrong, but i still love you baby. i heard you’re coming back, maybe i’ll see you again.","emotions":[{"color":"#ffeb3b","score":8.23,"emotion":"Confusion","category":"contextual","metadata":{"matches":1,"rawScore":3.15,"analysisDepth":"advanced"},"intensity":0.35,"confidence":0.95,"matchedKeywords":["contextual_pattern"]},{"color":"#4caf50","score":10,"emotion":"Hope","category":"future","metadata":{"matches":1,"rawScore":3.6700963425165933,"analysisDepth":"surface"},"intensity":0.33,"confidence":0.77,"matchedKeywords":["maybe"]},{"color":"#00bcd4","score":6.8,"emotion":"Anxiety","category":"contextual","metadata":{"matches":1,"rawScore":2.73,"analysisDepth":"advanced"},"intensity":0.35,"confidence":0.95,"matchedKeywords":["contextual_pattern"]},{"color":"#e1bee7","score":6.4,"emotion":"Longing","category":"desire","metadata":{"matches":2,"rawScore":2.612243631670354,"analysisDepth":"surface"},"intensity":0.35,"confidence":0.9,"matchedKeywords":["miss"]},{"color":"#ffc107","score":6.7,"emotion":"Guilt","category":"complex","metadata":{"matches":1,"rawScore":2.699474365375959,"analysisDepth":"surface"},"intensity":0.27,"confidence":0.68,"matchedKeywords":["wrong"]},{"color":"#ff1744","score":0.1,"emotion":"Love","category":"primary","metadata":{"matches":1,"rawScore":0.7278045395879424,"analysisDepth":"surface"},"intensity":0.14,"confidence":0.49,"matchedKeywords":["love"]}],"timeAgo":"1d","previewMessage":"hey lamar i miss you a lot. maybe i was in the wrong, maybe you were in the wrong, but i still love you baby. i heard you’re coming back, maybe i’ll see you again."},{"id":1736,"first_name":null,"last_name_initial":null,"their_first_name":null,"their_last_initial":null,"recipient_type":null,"location":null,"date_sent":null,"background_color":"#00ff00","hearts":0,"word_count":9,"created_at":"2026-07-28T21:21:45.007307+00:00","message_body":"Thank god it's not you I ended up with","emotions":[{"color":"#ffeb3b","score":10,"emotion":"Confusion","category":"contextual","metadata":{"matches":1,"rawScore":1.2,"analysisDepth":"advanced"},"intensity":0.5,"confidence":0.84,"matchedKeywords":["contextual_pattern"]},{"color":"#424242","score":0.1,"emotion":"Despair","category":"contextual","metadata":{"matches":1,"rawScore":1,"analysisDepth":"advanced"},"intensity":0.5,"confidence":0.84,"matchedKeywords":["contextual_pattern"]}],"timeAgo":"1d","previewMessage":"Thank god it's not you I ended up with"},{"id":1735,"first_name":"H","last_name_initial":null,"their_first_name":"S","their_last_initial":null,"recipient_type":"Crush","location":"Toronto","date_sent":"This month","background_color":"#87ceeb","hearts":0,"word_count":110,"created_at":"2026-07-28T21:07:21.344956+00:00","message_body":"I know I did the right thing. I saw you got married before I did. I had to block you. I knew I have no right to ask for us to stay friends. We loved each other when we were kids, but we only got to tell each other how we felt during COVID. I told you that I wish you found me sooner. We are countries apart, and I'm in a relationship. It was tearing me apart, loving my person, and you coming back into my life, and I can't be with you. So I had to do it, I had to walk away. I hope you are happy.","emotions":[{"color":"#4caf50","score":10,"emotion":"Hope","category":"future","metadata":{"matches":2,"rawScore":5.262898432507112,"analysisDepth":"surface"},"intensity":0.8,"confidence":0.84,"matchedKeywords":["hope"]},{"color":"#ffeb3b","score":4.33,"emotion":"Confusion","category":"contextual","metadata":{"matches":1,"rawScore":4.32,"analysisDepth":"advanced"},"intensity":0.9,"confidence":0.95,"matchedKeywords":["contextual_pattern"]},{"color":"#424242","score":0.1,"emotion":"Despair","category":"contextual","metadata":{"matches":1,"rawScore":3.6,"analysisDepth":"advanced"},"intensity":0.9,"confidence":0.95,"matchedKeywords":["contextual_pattern"]}],"timeAgo":"1d","previewMessage":"I know I did the right thing. I saw you got married before I did. I had to block you. I knew I have no right to ask for us to stay friends. We loved each other when we were kids, but we only got to tell each other how we felt during COVID. I told you that I wish you found me sooner. We are countries apart, and I'm in a relationship. It was tearing me apart, loving my person, and you coming back into my life, and I can't be with you. So I had to do it, I had to walk away. I hope you are happy."},{"id":1734,"first_name":null,"last_name_initial":null,"their_first_name":null,"their_last_initial":null,"recipient_type":null,"location":null,"date_sent":null,"background_color":"#87ceeb","hearts":0,"word_count":95,"created_at":"2026-07-28T20:23:56.708458+00:00","message_body":"Do you think I’ll miss these days one day? Do you think I’ll wake up and miss this life and its opportunities? Would I be a monster if I left now? I didn’t realize how badly I wanted or needed out until I found myself strapped in till next year. Perhaps I’ll get the apartment to myself for a few days and I’ll realize I can do this all alone. Perhaps I’ll wake up one sunny morning and start my life over again. I hate this feeling that I need to just wait and trust.","emotions":[{"color":"#e1bee7","score":10,"emotion":"Longing","category":"desire","metadata":{"matches":2,"rawScore":5.754246858739326,"analysisDepth":"surface"},"intensity":0.75,"confidence":0.91,"matchedKeywords":["miss","need"]},{"color":"#ffeb3b","score":6.77,"emotion":"Confusion","category":"contextual","metadata":{"matches":1,"rawScore":4.35,"analysisDepth":"advanced"},"intensity":0.73,"confidence":0.95,"matchedKeywords":["contextual_pattern"]},{"color":"#4caf50","score":8.36,"emotion":"Hope","category":"future","metadata":{"matches":1,"rawScore":5.042378073423766,"analysisDepth":"surface"},"intensity":0.52,"confidence":0.66,"matchedKeywords":["perhaps"]},{"color":"#00bcd4","score":5.44,"emotion":"Anxiety","category":"contextual","metadata":{"matches":1,"rawScore":3.77,"analysisDepth":"advanced"},"intensity":0.73,"confidence":0.95,"matchedKeywords":["contextual_pattern"]},{"color":"#6d4c41","score":5.23,"emotion":"Abandonment","category":"relational","metadata":{"matches":1,"rawScore":3.6825951177178813,"analysisDepth":"surface"},"intensity":0.43,"confidence":0.59,"matchedKeywords":["alone"]},{"color":"#ff5722","score":0.1,"emotion":"Anger","category":"primary","metadata":{"matches":1,"rawScore":1.4070887765366888,"analysisDepth":"surface"},"intensity":0.28,"confidence":0.49,"matchedKeywords":["hate"]}],"timeAgo":"1d","previewMessage":"Do you think I’ll miss these days one day? Do you think I’ll wake up and miss this life and its opportunities? Would I be a monster if I left now? I didn’t realize how badly I wanted or needed out until I found myself strapped in till next year. Perhaps I’ll get the apartment to myself for a few days and I’ll realize I can do this all alone. Perhaps I’ll wake up one sunny morning and start my life over again. I hate this feeling that I need to just wait and trust."},{"id":1733,"first_name":null,"last_name_initial":"F","their_first_name":"Peyton","their_last_initial":null,"recipient_type":null,"location":null,"date_sent":null,"background_color":"#87ceeb","hearts":0,"word_count":5,"created_at":"2026-07-28T19:20:12.225406+00:00","message_body":"Miss you, text me back","emotions":[{"color":"#e1bee7","score":0.83,"emotion":"Longing","category":"desire","metadata":{"matches":1,"rawScore":0.8317766166719344,"analysisDepth":"surface"},"intensity":0.18,"confidence":0.33,"matchedKeywords":["miss"]}],"timeAgo":"1d","previewMessage":"Miss you, text me back"},{"id":1732,"first_name":null,"last_name_initial":null,"their_first_name":"Jude","their_last_initial":"B","recipient_type":null,"location":null,"date_sent":null,"background_color":"#87ceeb","hearts":0,"word_count":23,"created_at":"2026-07-28T19:17:03.567597+00:00","message_body":"I hope you find this website and search your name. You had it coming to you, you made it harder for no reason","emotions":[{"color":"#4caf50","score":10,"emotion":"Hope","category":"future","metadata":{"matches":2,"rawScore":2.9238324625039507,"analysisDepth":"surface"},"intensity":0.44,"confidence":0.84,"matchedKeywords":["hope"]},{"color":"#ffeb3b","score":1.04,"emotion":"Confusion","category":"contextual","metadata":{"matches":1,"rawScore":1.2,"analysisDepth":"advanced"},"intensity":0.5,"confidence":0.95,"matchedKeywords":["contextual_pattern"]},{"color":"#424242","score":0.1,"emotion":"Despair","category":"contextual","metadata":{"matches":1,"rawScore":1,"analysisDepth":"advanced"},"intensity":0.5,"confidence":0.95,"matchedKeywords":["contextual_pattern"]}],"timeAgo":"1d","previewMessage":"I hope you find this website and search your name. You had it coming to you, you made it harder for no reason"},{"id":1731,"first_name":null,"last_name_initial":null,"their_first_name":"Mac","their_last_initial":null,"recipient_type":"Crush","location":"England","date_sent":"28/7/26","background_color":"#004e7b","hearts":0,"word_count":102,"created_at":"2026-07-28T18:06:55.481805+00:00","message_body":"You talked about dying last night and it made me want to tell you how much i love you, but i instead told you how amazing you were. You broke up with your girlfriend and now talk to me like im your lover but im not. I wish we could be something. You’re so beautiful in my eyes and i wish you could see it yourself. I have a feeling you’d live for me, but maybe thats because i’d die for you. We would be so perfect together but i know you dont see me like that. I love you, vita mia.","emotions":[{"color":"#ff1744","score":10,"emotion":"Love","category":"primary","metadata":{"matches":2,"rawScore":10.213028974599911,"analysisDepth":"surface"},"intensity":1,"confidence":1,"matchedKeywords":["love","perfect together"]},{"color":"#ffeb3b","score":7.31,"emotion":"Confusion","category":"contextual","metadata":{"matches":1,"rawScore":7.9799999999999995,"analysisDepth":"advanced"},"intensity":0.95,"confidence":0.95,"matchedKeywords":["contextual_pattern"]},{"color":"#00bcd4","score":3.66,"emotion":"Anxiety","category":"contextual","metadata":{"matches":1,"rawScore":4.9399999999999995,"analysisDepth":"advanced"},"intensity":0.95,"confidence":0.95,"matchedKeywords":["contextual_pattern"]},{"color":"#4caf50","score":2.57,"emotion":"Hope","category":"future","metadata":{"matches":1,"rawScore":4.0352816787575065,"analysisDepth":"surface"},"intensity":0.51,"confidence":0.57,"matchedKeywords":["maybe"]}],"timeAgo":"1d","previewMessage":"You talked about dying last night and it made me want to tell you how much i love you, but i instead told you how amazing you were. You broke up with your girlfriend and now talk to me like im your lover but im not. I wish we could be something. You’re so beautiful in my eyes and i wish you could see it yourself. I have a feeling you’d live for me, but maybe thats because i’d die for you. We would be so perfect together but i know you dont see me like that. I love you, vita mia."},{"id":1730,"first_name":null,"last_name_initial":null,"their_first_name":"Anabel","their_last_initial":null,"recipient_type":"Friend","location":null,"date_sent":null,"background_color":"#76bb40","hearts":0,"word_count":18,"created_at":"2026-07-28T17:58:07.91791+00:00","message_body":"You taught me that heartbreak isn’t always romantic, it be your own friends that hurt you so badly","emotions":[{"color":"#ffc107","score":10,"emotion":"Guilt","category":"complex","metadata":{"matches":1,"rawScore":2.7032740041837866,"analysisDepth":"surface"},"intensity":0.37,"confidence":0.53,"matchedKeywords":["hurt you"]},{"color":"#3f51b5","score":0.1,"emotion":"Heartbreak","category":"primary","metadata":{"matches":1,"rawScore":2.621497387511852,"analysisDepth":"surface"},"intensity":0.36,"confidence":0.52,"matchedKeywords":["heartbreak"]}],"timeAgo":"1d","previewMessage":"You taught me that heartbreak isn’t always romantic, it be your own friends that hurt you so badly"},{"id":1729,"first_name":null,"last_name_initial":null,"their_first_name":"Anabel","their_last_initial":"L","recipient_type":"Friend","location":null,"date_sent":"July 2026","background_color":"#669d34","hearts":0,"word_count":81,"created_at":"2026-07-28T17:51:15.6329+00:00","message_body":"You may not care about what you did and that is truly evil. I really do miss you as a person before you became so obsessed with a boy. We could’ve had so much fun this summer, in year 11, and every time I remember that I miss you a little more. I’d never do that to you, I hope you think of how much I did for you to get to where you are today when you think of him.","emotions":[{"color":"#e1bee7","score":10,"emotion":"Longing","category":"desire","metadata":{"matches":3,"rawScore":17.68427066274095,"analysisDepth":"surface"},"intensity":1,"confidence":1,"matchedKeywords":["miss","obsessed"]},{"color":"#4caf50","score":3.61,"emotion":"Hope","category":"future","metadata":{"matches":2,"rawScore":8.217197910009482,"analysisDepth":"surface"},"intensity":1,"confidence":0.88,"matchedKeywords":["hope"]},{"color":"#ffeb3b","score":1.95,"emotion":"Confusion","category":"contextual","metadata":{"matches":1,"rawScore":5.76,"analysisDepth":"advanced"},"intensity":1,"confidence":0.95,"matchedKeywords":["contextual_pattern"]},{"color":"#424242","score":1.31,"emotion":"Despair","category":"contextual","metadata":{"matches":1,"rawScore":4.8,"analysisDepth":"advanced"},"intensity":1,"confidence":0.95,"matchedKeywords":["contextual_pattern"]},{"color":"#7b1fa2","score":0.45,"emotion":"Obsession","category":"intensity","metadata":{"matches":1,"rawScore":3.528974526681416,"analysisDepth":"surface"},"intensity":0.54,"confidence":0.52,"matchedKeywords":["obsessed"]},{"color":"#ff9800","score":0.1,"emotion":"Nostalgia","category":"temporal","metadata":{"matches":1,"rawScore":2.8635532333438687,"analysisDepth":"surface"},"intensity":0.49,"confidence":0.5,"matchedKeywords":["remember"]}],"timeAgo":"1d","previewMessage":"You may not care about what you did and that is truly evil. I really do miss you as a person before you became so obsessed with a boy. We could’ve had so much fun this summer, in year 11, and every time I remember that I miss you a little more. I’d never do that to you, I hope you think of how much I did for you to get to where you are today when you think of him."},{"id":1728,"first_name":null,"last_name_initial":null,"their_first_name":null,"their_last_initial":null,"recipient_type":null,"location":null,"date_sent":null,"background_color":"#00ff00","hearts":1,"word_count":19,"created_at":"2026-07-28T16:36:30.537879+00:00","message_body":"Funny how people who get caught always bring up irrelevant things instead of answering for what they actually did","emotions":[],"timeAgo":"1d","previewMessage":"Funny how people who get caught always bring up irrelevant things instead of answering for what they actually did"},{"id":1727,"first_name":null,"last_name_initial":null,"their_first_name":"colin","their_last_initial":"G","recipient_type":null,"location":null,"date_sent":null,"background_color":"#87ceeb","hearts":0,"word_count":36,"created_at":"2026-07-28T16:06:37.419095+00:00","message_body":"i mean of course you'll never see what i sent you here because you definitely don't like me back. you probably don't even like anyone. but i definitely wish you do like me back deep down.","emotions":[{"color":"#ffeb3b","score":10,"emotion":"Confusion","category":"contextual","metadata":{"matches":1,"rawScore":3.5999999999999996,"analysisDepth":"advanced"},"intensity":0.5,"confidence":0.95,"matchedKeywords":["contextual_pattern"]},{"color":"#424242","score":0.1,"emotion":"Despair","category":"contextual","metadata":{"matches":1,"rawScore":3,"analysisDepth":"advanced"},"intensity":0.5,"confidence":0.95,"matchedKeywords":["contextual_pattern"]}],"timeAgo":"1d","previewMessage":"i mean of course you'll never see what i sent you here because you definitely don't like me back. you probably don't even like anyone. but i definitely wish you do like me back deep down."},{"id":1726,"first_name":null,"last_name_initial":null,"their_first_name":"colin","their_last_initial":"G","recipient_type":"Crush","location":null,"date_sent":null,"background_color":"#f9d3e0","hearts":0,"word_count":79,"created_at":"2026-07-28T15:57:12.406989+00:00","message_body":"i love the feeling of liking you and yes i like you and its fun to yearn for someone (which in this case is you) even if they'll never like me back. i hope one day we'll be at least friends because then at least we'll be close or something. on a different note, is this love or is it just infatuation and i'd eventually get over you? i hope i never get over you. thats a dumb wish.","emotions":[{"color":"#4caf50","score":10,"emotion":"Hope","category":"future","metadata":{"matches":3,"rawScore":8.024127437542987,"analysisDepth":"surface"},"intensity":0.86,"confidence":1,"matchedKeywords":["hope"]},{"color":"#ff1744","score":3.52,"emotion":"Love","category":"primary","metadata":{"matches":1,"rawScore":3.7902123959049776,"analysisDepth":"surface"},"intensity":0.4,"confidence":0.64,"matchedKeywords":["love"]},{"color":"#ffeb3b","score":1.94,"emotion":"Confusion","category":"contextual","metadata":{"matches":1,"rawScore":2.76,"analysisDepth":"advanced"},"intensity":0.57,"confidence":0.95,"matchedKeywords":["contextual_pattern"]},{"color":"#424242","score":1.23,"emotion":"Despair","category":"contextual","metadata":{"matches":1,"rawScore":2.3,"analysisDepth":"advanced"},"intensity":0.57,"confidence":0.95,"matchedKeywords":["contextual_pattern"]},{"color":"#e1bee7","score":0.94,"emotion":"Longing","category":"desire","metadata":{"matches":1,"rawScore":2.1065431091727245,"analysisDepth":"surface"},"intensity":0.28,"confidence":0.55,"matchedKeywords":["yearn"]},{"color":"#ff6f00","score":0.1,"emotion":"Anticipation","category":"temporal","metadata":{"matches":1,"rawScore":1.4949999999999999,"analysisDepth":"advanced"},"intensity":0.57,"confidence":0.95,"matchedKeywords":["temporal_pattern"]}],"timeAgo":"1d","previewMessage":"i love the feeling of liking you and yes i like you and its fun to yearn for someone (which in this case is you) even if they'll never like me back. i hope one day we'll be at least friends because then at least we'll be close or something. on a different note, is this love or is it just infatuation and i'd eventually get over you? i hope i never get over you. thats a dumb wish."},{"id":1725,"first_name":null,"last_name_initial":null,"their_first_name":null,"their_last_initial":null,"recipient_type":null,"location":null,"date_sent":null,"background_color":"#00ff00","hearts":1,"word_count":11,"created_at":"2026-07-28T11:38:59.408164+00:00","message_body":"You don't. You never did. You didn't even care. Fucking liar","emotions":[{"color":"#ffeb3b","score":10,"emotion":"Confusion","category":"contextual","metadata":{"matches":1,"rawScore":2.4,"analysisDepth":"advanced"},"intensity":0.5,"confidence":0.86,"matchedKeywords":["contextual_pattern"]},{"color":"#424242","score":0.1,"emotion":"Despair","category":"contextual","metadata":{"matches":1,"rawScore":2,"analysisDepth":"advanced"},"intensity":0.5,"confidence":0.86,"matchedKeywords":["contextual_pattern"]}],"timeAgo":"1d","previewMessage":"You don't. You never did. You didn't even care. Fucking liar"},{"id":1724,"first_name":null,"last_name_initial":null,"their_first_name":"L","their_last_initial":null,"recipient_type":"Ex","location":null,"date_sent":null,"background_color":"#99a0a3","hearts":0,"word_count":86,"created_at":"2026-07-28T11:29:34.505416+00:00","message_body":"a friend of mine texted you. i dont know the details but i know you dont love me anymore. that that really was the end of us. maybe you laughed when u sent it. maybe you were lying. either way, i knew it was coming. we will never be us again i guess. i guess i just missed you. i hoped that MAYBE you still loved me. even so i wont stop loving you. because if you truly love someone youll never stop. im never stopping.","emotions":[{"color":"#ffeb3b","score":10,"emotion":"Confusion","category":"cognitive","metadata":{"matches":1,"rawScore":22.2,"analysisDepth":"surface"},"intensity":0.65,"confidence":0.63,"matchedKeywords":[]},{"color":"#4caf50","score":2.77,"emotion":"Hope","category":"future","metadata":{"matches":1,"rawScore":10.48598955004741,"analysisDepth":"surface"},"intensity":0.95,"confidence":0.77,"matchedKeywords":["maybe"]},{"color":"#00bcd4","score":1.11,"emotion":"Anxiety","category":"contextual","metadata":{"matches":1,"rawScore":7.800000000000001,"analysisDepth":"advanced"},"intensity":1,"confidence":0.95,"matchedKeywords":["contextual_pattern"]},{"color":"#ff1744","score":0.37,"emotion":"Love","category":"primary","metadata":{"matches":1,"rawScore":6.591673732008657,"analysisDepth":"surface"},"intensity":0.69,"confidence":0.64,"matchedKeywords":["love"]},{"color":"#795548","score":0.25,"emotion":"Betrayal","category":"complex","metadata":{"matches":1,"rawScore":6.4,"analysisDepth":"surface"},"intensity":0.68,"confidence":0.64,"matchedKeywords":[]},{"color":"#424242","score":0.1,"emotion":"Despair","category":"contextual","metadata":{"matches":1,"rawScore":6,"analysisDepth":"advanced"},"intensity":1,"confidence":0.95,"matchedKeywords":["contextual_pattern"]}],"timeAgo":"1d","previewMessage":"a friend of mine texted you. i dont know the details but i know you dont love me anymore. that that really was the end of us. maybe you laughed when u sent it. maybe you were lying. either way, i knew it was coming. we will never be us again i guess. i guess i just missed you. i hoped that MAYBE you still loved me. even so i wont stop loving you. because if you truly love someone youll never stop. im never stopping."},{"id":1723,"first_name":null,"last_name_initial":null,"their_first_name":null,"their_last_initial":null,"recipient_type":null,"location":null,"date_sent":null,"background_color":"#00ff00","hearts":0,"word_count":11,"created_at":"2026-07-28T10:56:16.410152+00:00","message_body":"The midfielder and The goalkeeper  guy are the same age right?","emotions":[],"timeAgo":"1d","previewMessage":"The midfielder and The goalkeeper  guy are the same age right?"},{"id":1722,"first_name":"J","last_name_initial":null,"their_first_name":"Miah","their_last_initial":"V","recipient_type":null,"location":null,"date_sent":null,"background_color":"#87ceeb","hearts":0,"word_count":6,"created_at":"2026-07-28T10:44:52.769903+00:00","message_body":"I hope u dint see it","emotions":[{"color":"#4caf50","score":2.42,"emotion":"Hope","category":"future","metadata":{"matches":2,"rawScore":2.4238324625039507,"analysisDepth":"surface"},"intensity":0.41,"confidence":0.67,"matchedKeywords":["hope"]}],"timeAgo":"1d","previewMessage":"I hope u dint see it"},{"id":1721,"first_name":"J","last_name_initial":null,"their_first_name":"Anyone","their_last_initial":null,"recipient_type":null,"location":null,"date_sent":null,"background_color":"#87ceeb","hearts":0,"word_count":14,"created_at":"2026-07-28T10:23:56.023338+00:00","message_body":"that was the whole story back there ceebs writing all the intials and stuff","emotions":[],"timeAgo":"1d","previewMessage":"that was the whole story back there ceebs writing all the intials and stuff"},{"id":1720,"first_name":null,"last_name_initial":null,"their_first_name":null,"their_last_initial":null,"recipient_type":null,"location":null,"date_sent":null,"background_color":"#87ceeb","hearts":0,"word_count":77,"created_at":"2026-07-28T10:22:44.107984+00:00","message_body":"which just shows how desperate she is. 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